Denial
- is in his mid 20's - is a taurus male(all you perverts can leave now) - always craves for good music - will never put up naked pictures of himself here(all you perverts who are still here can finally get lost now) - will realise his dream of travelling around the world - will own properties and one of which is a resort by a beautiful beach - hopes to strike 1st division lottery someday so that he can bum professionally - is currently brain dead and will continue some other timeWednesday, July 14, 2004
The aftermath...
1) Think twice before having a relationship with someone whom is different from you and also knowing you both cannot last together cause of that reason. Having to argue over opinions on an already bad day itself isn't something that you'll look forward to, moreover arguing on different sex positions.
2) Try not to put into it more than you expect to. Expect lesser. In fact, don't expect at all and let anything that comes, blow you away, like lighting a flame in front of your anus before you fart.
3) Don't make rash decisions just because you're a lil' unsure about who you are, coz you might just end up losing the things that matter. Ie. Weighing between potential friendship and countless sexual episodes with the stranger you just got to know.
4) Never take gambles in anything that's related to relationships coz it always loses on the most important things in the end. But definitely place your bets on J. Lo's ass losing to mine.
5) When you see things coming, either confront them boldly or get mentally prepared at least. Just don't stand on the road when a car approaches.
I'm just rambling away but the first part of each point should ultimately serve as some serious hint to the rest of the world that it's not easy being in a real relationship, so WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE, YOU SONOVABEECHES!
The food is still tasteless in my mouth, I get nostalgic every now and then, but glad to say, I had seeked ways to move on, effectively used them and I feel much better now... *smiles weakly*
More thankfully, the people whom I talked to has been great in lifting me up... to Lisa the sweetie who even offered crazy ideas to distract me from thinking about stuff, to Gemaine whom I already poured out so much to and still be able to withstand my bitchin', to Olivia who is one of the few people who really makes my day chatting to her online and Finally, to Jill, one of the first female friends I knew from nine years back, having to spend time with her the night after my breakup was probably one of the best consolations I ever had.
You all are the best. If I'm in charge of luck, all of you would be winning the lottery tomorrow. I don’t have much power but I psychically sent in applications for all of you, in case you want to buy a lottery ticket.
2) Try not to put into it more than you expect to. Expect lesser. In fact, don't expect at all and let anything that comes, blow you away, like lighting a flame in front of your anus before you fart.
3) Don't make rash decisions just because you're a lil' unsure about who you are, coz you might just end up losing the things that matter. Ie. Weighing between potential friendship and countless sexual episodes with the stranger you just got to know.
4) Never take gambles in anything that's related to relationships coz it always loses on the most important things in the end. But definitely place your bets on J. Lo's ass losing to mine.
5) When you see things coming, either confront them boldly or get mentally prepared at least. Just don't stand on the road when a car approaches.
I'm just rambling away but the first part of each point should ultimately serve as some serious hint to the rest of the world that it's not easy being in a real relationship, so WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE, YOU SONOVABEECHES!
The food is still tasteless in my mouth, I get nostalgic every now and then, but glad to say, I had seeked ways to move on, effectively used them and I feel much better now... *smiles weakly*
More thankfully, the people whom I talked to has been great in lifting me up... to Lisa the sweetie who even offered crazy ideas to distract me from thinking about stuff, to Gemaine whom I already poured out so much to and still be able to withstand my bitchin', to Olivia who is one of the few people who really makes my day chatting to her online and Finally, to Jill, one of the first female friends I knew from nine years back, having to spend time with her the night after my breakup was probably one of the best consolations I ever had.
You all are the best. If I'm in charge of luck, all of you would be winning the lottery tomorrow. I don’t have much power but I psychically sent in applications for all of you, in case you want to buy a lottery ticket.
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