Denial
- is in his mid 20's - is a taurus male(all you perverts can leave now) - always craves for good music - will never put up naked pictures of himself here(all you perverts who are still here can finally get lost now) - will realise his dream of travelling around the world - will own properties and one of which is a resort by a beautiful beach - hopes to strike 1st division lottery someday so that he can bum professionally - is currently brain dead and will continue some other timeMonday, September 20, 2004
Some shine for you.
Current track: Blue feat. Elton John - Sorry seems to be the hardest word
Current mood: Solemn
It's kinda amazing to personally witness people you know whom have grown over time, in terms of physical beauty, maturity and all. It's even more amazing how some people still don't.
Bumped into Marilyn somewhere in town some two months back. It's been a long time since we lost touch, not that we kept in contact frequently nor actively in the first place but yeah, we go a long way back, shared some good times together and stuff.
Anyway, didn't really catch up much till few days ago. She hasn't changed much, lifestyle and personality are pretty much the same too, only that she's having problems nowadays dealing mainly with the price of beauty and the magnetic effect it comes with.
Two of her current problems are that firstly, a long-time-friendship-turned-sour 'cause the guy finds rejection too much a bitter pill to swallow. The other is a pussy who doesn't even have the balls to admit to his current girlfriend that he cheated on her.
The disappointing and depressing thing is that I have known both guys for more than a decade already.
Some other things which got me depressed too.
- As we all already know, when it comes to relationships, your brain is your emotions' worst enemy.
- Was one of those days, weeks even, where it’s not enough for me to sit around and hang at home, which by the way the past fortnight was the longest amount of time spent here since I moved in five years ago. I hate this feeling: I don’t want to go out, but I don’t want to stay home.
- I do not have cable TV. Reasons like these which people invented the word "Fuck".
Some things cheered me up though.
- Music.
- Watching downloaded episodes and bloopers of Friends.
- Gemaine speaking in her language with words like "Orgas" and "Cloud 1000".
- Lisa's voice, esp. when she said "Hiii..." in her nice lil' girlish tone.
Simple things make me happy. I guess some people should stick to the basics and/or be contented too. After all, the best things in life are free. Which fucking cable should be too.
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